Hello, again!
"Something is going to happen today, that has never happened before, and will never happen again." Those are the words that my grandmother used to say to me. Today was a day I needed to hear them spoken from her.
Not every day is a good day, and I know it's ok. It's alright to feel sad or upset, but it will get better if you admit something's wrong. Sometimes you just need to say what you're feeling, no matter what.
I find it funny how I'm sitting here writing about having an off day, and my Mr. blue eyes is sitting in the chair beside me watching a collection of videos of Mike Tyson's TKO's. Seems ironic to me, don't ya think? I'm not saying I want to knock someone out, only that I see the irony in watching someone fall. That's how I felt today.
Today I learned when I will begin my surge testing again. I know, I wondered what that meant as well. It's the time your body begins it's ovulation cycle. The high tech tests they have available nowadays are digital and can remember the first day you turn it on. If you're still unsure what I'm talking about, it's the little white and purple stick you pee on, and wait for the day it has a "constant" smiley face. I say constant because with my first experience in July I saw a smiley face, but it was flashing. The instructions get a bit deceiving since it shows a smiley face, but one with a design around it and yet another by itself. "What do you do when it blinks?" I asked myself. Well... That's what the three layers of lines indicate, blinking.
I'm not to this point yet, but it's coming. For now, it's back to the waiting game.
I saw some newborn pictures today of twins, a boy and a girl. It's incredible how emotional you can becoming by looking at some photos. Photos of two beautiful miracles, born at 3.5 lbs each. It's funny that a few pictures can touch you in a way you didn't think possible, but it is.
"Something is going to happen today, that has never happened before, and will never happen again."
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